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Originally Posted by angieh
Really sorry Random. Doesn't look as if you'll be able to get any justice for Jennie if someone doesn't come forward to make a statement.
As you say, it's in the quiet times that the whole thing catches up with you and there's nothing for it really but to try and deal with it as best you can. You know we here at Catsey are always here for you, but I appreciate that isn't much help at those times. ***HUGS***
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Thanks Angie, we all know it's bad enough loosing them and I thought loosing Nipper in the road was bad enough (although after this I have my doubts on that now, and Tabs too) but I don't know i'll be able to escape imagining the horror and fear and pain. I feel guilty as we were in the car she really bit me, obviously in pain, and I feel guilty when I see the marks as my wounds are healing, but she's not. On the one hand i'm glad that when she died I was there with her and she wasn't alone and I just hope she was comforted but on the other I can't shake the image of cradling her head in my hand and knowing it was over. One minute she was there and the next she was gone. I remember hanging out the washing that morning and talking to her while she pottered about outside, I had no idea it was to be her last day.